Boys.

Hi. Boys sucks! And don’t get me wrong I’m sure there are nice guys out there I just haven’t found any that like me at all. I’m never a guys first choice. And ya ya that’s been said a million times with teenage girls going “wow me”. But that’s how I feel. I don’t know I guess I feel like I’m missing out on a big high school experience by not having a boy friend or losing my virginity. I mean it might come but it sucks feeling like you are missing out on something so great and real. I just want a guy who will like me for me and hug me! Is that too much…? Haha maybe, and maybe that’s why I don’t have a boyfriend! Oh well, maybe he’ll notice me.

– AJ

PS there was a guy. His name was Drew. He told me he liked me, and then five seconds later a gf. I still want him, figures. Anyways thanks for listening xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Optimism?

Hi. So basically everybody can probably relate friends can suck sometimes. My group is completely in this full blown war. But I’m confused. In life is it better to be an optimist or a pessimist. People are telling me I’m crazy because I am the only one that believes that all this shit we can get over and everything will work out. While they are all dismissive and I feel like they don’t care they’ve just embraced that "life sucks". But I refuse to just live my life so negative, yes I might be disappointed and all of that but I would rather be happy the rest of the time! So to all of you pessimists, I’m sorry still love you all 💜!

– AJ

PS These friends that I’m singling out, trust me are not the only friends I have I do have really amazing friends outside that I love just as much! Yay xoxoxoxo